Seokjin: 11 April Year 22

I once again opened my eyes to sunlight pouring over me. The image of the shipping container in flames and Namjoon’s dead body remained in my vision. I failed again. “What other ways to save Namjoon could be left?” I thought to myself while raising my arm to cover my eyes. I slowly thought back to the situation on September 30th. I didn’t feel anything in particular. I didn’t feel impatient or afraid. 

 

I looped so many times after the first instance of the accident at the container. However, I couldn’t figure out why I was still looping or what I could do to solve it. Moreover, I couldn’t find the clue I had to finish this all: Map of the Soul. The first time I heard those words was after failing in the same place multiple times. “Find the Map of the Soul. It will end everything.” I pressed for answers, “Map of the Soul? What’s that?” But I received no reply. Instead, these words were left behind. “The hint comes at a cost.” 

 

In the distance, I saw Namjoon’s gas station. I switched on my turn signal and changed lanes. I could only think of one thing. “Stop the accident of September 30th to end the loop.” I forged on ahead, only thinking of that goal. To reach my goal, it didn’t matter if there was a problem, if someone got hurt or excluded. If I get caught up in all of that, then I won’t be able to reach that goal. Saving at least myself and escaping was more important than that. That was the lesson given to me by looping countless times.

 

@shootinghearts_

 

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