YOONGI15 Yoongi: 2 August Year 22 I laid back after I sent Seokjin the music file. I had been going through the sheet music I found in the storage classroom, reading the hundreds of things written throughout the pages. “We can smile if we’re together.” It wasn’t my handwriting. I thought back to the events of some time ago. It was a foggy day. I found myself cutting across the school yard with Seokjin. It was so awkward. I shove.. 2020. 7. 26. Yoongi: 25 July Year 15 “Yoongi.” I sat down in front of the piano as soon as I entered the living room. I didn’t even have time to wipe my sweat. I wiped my sticky fingers on my t-shirt. Mom spread open the pages of the sheet music. I couldn’t see it that well. I blinked a few times. I just ran under the hot sun for an hour. My heart was beating so loudly that I couldn’t even hear myself breathe. Sweat ran down my bac.. 2020. 7. 26. Yoongi: 13 June Year 22 The words Jungkook said came back to me. “It’s because I like your music. Because I cry when I hear you play the piano. As for me… I wanted to die a couple of times a day, you know. But when I hear you play, I want to live. That’s why. I’m saying that’s why. I’m telling you that your music is just like what I’m feeling in my heart.” Sprawled out drunk on the floor, I remembered Jungkook’s expres.. 2020. 7. 26. Yoongi: 15 March Year 19 The food today was unusually delicious. It was just regular cafeteria food, but it was strange. I didn’t show any emotion. That didn’t really suit me. I was still in a state of slumping in my chair and dangling my spoon as if just holding it was annoying. However, the food was definitely delicious today. Saying that sunlight was pouring into the room, Taehyung and Jungkook closed the curtains an.. 2019. 11. 27. Yoongi: 23 June Year 22 I unlocked my phone after noticing that I had received a chat room notification. It had become dark outside at some point. It wasn’t easy gathering up all the music I had scribbled down until now. I gathered up and classified the melodies that had survived my spontaneous fires and those that were left in my memories. Surprisingly, it was mostly stuff I had made in the storage classroom. Thinking.. 2019. 11. 27. Yoongi: 2 May Year 22 They said it was a scar that was going to last a while. That it would heal over time. That it wasn’t that big, and it would get a lot better if it was constantly treated. On the third day of being hospitalized, the doctor removed the gauze and revealed my burn. Not crimson, but instead the skin on my left arm had turned black. It was my body, but it felt like it wasn’t. It was unfamiliar. When I.. 2019. 11. 27. Yoongi: 2 May Year 22 The burning bed sheet went up in flames in an instant. The existence of every shabby little thing in the room was lost in the unbearable heat. I could no longer sense the strong moldy smell, the mysterious humidity, and the damp light. The only thing left was pain. Physical pain from the heat. My skin and the ends of my fingers were so hot that it was like blisters formed and then instantaneousl.. 2019. 11. 12. Yoongi: 11 April Year 22 I walked a little behind Jungkook, only paying attention to the sound of his presence. There were many shipping containers along the railroad tracks. It was the fourth one back. Hoseok said he planned to meet with Namjoon and Taehyung, and he asked me to come too. I said okay, but I wasn’t actually planning on going. I loathe getting tangled up with other people, and Hoseok knows that too. He wa.. 2019. 11. 12. Yoongi: 29 July Year 22 Why is it that the melody keeps coming into my head only after losing my accompanying guitar player? I stared at the piano laying on the other side of the room from where I was buried into my couch. There was a time when I threw away my mother’s piano key after getting expelled from school. I threw the partially burnt piano key, the only thing left from our home that was destroyed by a fire, out.. 2019. 11. 12. Previous 1 2 Next
