JIMIN12 Jimin: 10 December Year 18 “We’re almost there,” Mom said. I used the end of my sleeve to wipe the fog off the car window. I saw a sign that said Songju Jeil Middle School outside the window. My mom said that there were no other schools in Munhyeon that I could go to and that I had no idea how lucky I was that Songju Jeil Middle School accepted me. Going in and out of the hospital, I had changed schools many times. How lo.. 2019. 11. 29. Jimin: 29 May Year 22 A thin strip of light streaked across my desk. It barely made it through the window plastered with the name of the academy over it. The instructor was lecturing in the front of the classroom using a mic, but it was all going in one ear and out the other. I sat in the back row with my head down, struggling to find some way that I could grab the sliver of light on my desk. My problems weren’t solv.. 2019. 11. 29. Jimin: 24 July Year 22 I arrived at the shipping container a little bit before the time we promised to meet. Even though we were meeting to celebrate Jungkook discharging from the hospital, it wasn’t just that. We planned to have a talk with Seokjin. It’s something that feels like it will be important to him, but I get the feeling that he won’t like it at the same time. Instead of entering the container, I walked alon.. 2019. 11. 29. Jimin: 15 May Year 22 When I opened my eyes, Hoseok was standing in front of me. A familiar ceiling and darkness were looking down at me. As I sat up surprised, I saw him put his index finger to his mouth. Everything was quiet, probably because everyone was asleep. Right then, Hoseok handed me a T-shirt. Then he used his chin to point outside of the hospital room. “Everyone came together.” He told me that Namjoon kep.. 2019. 11. 19. Jimin: 16 May Year 22 Hoseok’s home was elevated higher than a lot of the other buildings. It was a rooftop room on a dead end street that you had to walk up a big hill and go through winding alleyways for a while to get to. While entering the single-room residence, Hoseok bragged that the whole area we grew up in was right under our feet and that this was the highest floor in the city. Just as he said, I could see m.. 2019. 11. 19. Jimin: 28 July Year 22 I remained alone in the practice room again today. It was past 12 o’clock and public transport had ended for the day. Actually, I was waiting for it to end. That’s because I can use the practice room totally alone. I only saw my inadequacies when we all practiced together. That made me nervous. I was scared, too. Even so, I wanted to make it somehow. So, I stayed here every night alone. Every da.. 2019. 11. 19. Jimin: 6 April Year 11 I walked out of the Grass and Flower Arboretum main gate alone. I felt good even though the weather was cloudy and a little cold. It was a school picnic day, but my parents were busy. I sulked a little at first because of that. But then I received compliments at the flower drawing contest, and my friends’ moms told me I was so mature. I felt a little cool after that. “Jimin, wait here. I’ll come.. 2019. 11. 7. Jimin: 19 May Year 22 Eventually, I had to go to the Grass and Flower Arboretum. I had to stop the lie that I didn’t remember what happened there. I had to stop hiding at the hospital and having seizures. I had to go there to do that. With that mindset, I’d found myself at the bus stop for the past few days. But I couldn’t ride the Grass and Flower Arboretum shuttle bus. Today, Yoongi came and sat next to me. Three b.. 2019. 11. 7. Jimin: 4 July Year 22 When I came to my senses, I was washing my arm to the point that my skin was coming off. My hands were shaking, and my breath was unsteady. Blood flowed from my arm. My eyes in the mirror were bloodshot. The events of what happened earlier came back to me piece by piece. I was momentarily distracted. I was doing the other half of the dance with the older girl from the dance club, but the moves g.. 2019. 11. 7. Previous 1 2 Next
