hoseok9 Hoseok: 25 February Year 22 My entire world changed after my nineteenth birthday. I was no longer a shelter kid and could no longer live at the orphanage. I found a place to stay using the exit allowance from the orphanage and money from my part-time job. I didn’t even want to consider living close to Two Star Burger. I tried around Songju Station, but it wasn’t really that big of a difference. Eventually there was nowhere.. 2019. 11. 27. Hoseok: 10 May Year 22 I was walking on a bridge when I snapped out of it. The sun was shining so brightly that it was difficult to open my eyes. Why had I come this far? I tried to think, but I got dizzy and my vision shook. My knees gave out and the honking of the passing cars attacked my ears. I saw the jet-black water of Yangji River in the corner of my eye. The orphanage auntie was the first person I could rely o.. 2019. 11. 27. Hoseok: 28 May Year 22 After we returned from the sea, we didn’t really contact each other. There was no particular reason. Seokjin and Taehyung seemed to have gotten into a fight and Jungkook took a different route home from us, but those things weren’t the reasons why we had become estranged. If that wasn’t it, then what was the issue? All things considered, I didn’t contact them first. There was no particular reaso.. 2019. 11. 27. Hoseok: 12 May Year 22 I opened the emergency door and ran down the stairs. My heart was beating so fast that it felt like it could explode at any moment. The face that brushed past me in the hospital hallway was surely my mom’s. The moment I turned around, the elevator doors opened and people came pushing out. While I was instinctively pushing people to move forward, I saw my mom go through the emergency door. I took.. 2019. 11. 14. Hoseok: 2 March Year 22 I like being around people. When I got out of the orphanage and became independent, I got a part-time job at a fast food restaurant. It was work that required me to treat people well, always smile, and be full of energy. I liked that kind of work. To be honest, there was not a lot in my life that made me smile or become full of energy. It was clear that I had seen more bad people than good peopl.. 2019. 11. 14. Hoseok: 13 August Year 22 Jimin and the girl were standing at the center of the practice room. They prepared to dance, and the five seconds of silence before they began felt infinitely long. They began the first steps as the music flowed through the speakers. It was the choreography that I had practiced with the girl a while ago. I sat on the floor of the practice room and watched. To be honest, it was really hard when I.. 2019. 11. 14. Hoseok: 25 February Year 21 I kept my eyes on the reflection of myself dancing in the mirror. My feet didn’t touch the ground but instead reached upwards. I was free from the whole world’s attention and standards. Other than adjusting my body to the music and exercising my mind, everything else was of little importance. I was about 12 years old the first time I danced. I believe it was at the retreat talent show. Led by my.. 2019. 11. 5. Hoseok: 15 September Year 20 Jimin's mother walked across the emergency room. First, she checked the name on the head of the bed, then the IV fluids, and then took a leaf off of Jimin's shoulder. I approached Jimin, feeling as if I needed to talk about why he was in the emergency room, why he suddenly had a seizure at the bus stop. Discovering me for the first time, Jimin's mother stared at me for a while with an inquiring .. 2019. 11. 5. Hoseok: 31 May Year 22 I avoided her gaze after my breathing suddenly stopped. Even though we had been dancing for quite a while when I became short of breath, it wasn't because of that. It was her unexpected likeness to my mom. Actually, I don't know if that was just my perception, but it wasn't something that I could explain or describe. I couldn't look directly into the face of my friend that I had known for over t.. 2019. 11. 5. Previous 1 Next
