taehyung8 Taehyung: 7 June Year 20 “That stupid mutt. Couldn’t wait for just a moment.” I ran through the entire neighborhood, but I couldn’t find Dubu. When I checked the time, twenty minutes had passed. Where could a dog that’s been with me for two months have gone in twenty minutes? I was sweating profusely in the summer sun. The inside of my mouth was dry from screaming “Dubu!” at the top of my lungs. I had dropped the leash .. 2019. 11. 29. Taehyung: 30 April Year 22 For a moment, I was so shocked that I couldn’t move. I could see Seokjin sitting in his car in the distance. I heard from Namjoon that Seokjin had been busy running around everywhere, but this was the first time I saw his face. He searched for something on his phone and then scrunched his face up. That in itself wasn’t strange. It also wasn’t just that some part of his face had changed from the .. 2019. 11. 29. Taehyung: 11 April Year 22 I drew a line with the black spray can. Thin face. Mouth shaped as if it’s at a loss for words. Dry hair. With a crude line, the face I had seen in my dreams started to take shape on the gray wall. Now it was time to draw the pupils. I started to reach my arm out but instead took a step back. The face I saw in my head was vivid. The pupils were so clear that it made my skin crawl. But I didn’t k.. 2019. 11. 29. Taehyung: 29 March Year 22 The gas station owner spat on the ground as he walked away. I laid on the ground curled up in a ball. I was doing some graffiti on the back wall of the gas station when the owner caught me and hit me, asking what I was doing. I rolled on the ground. Hitting is familiar, but it also wasn’t something that I was completely used to. I started graffiti a little while ago. I tried spraying on the wall.. 2019. 11. 19. Taehyung: 22 May Year 22 “Is that all? Is there anything else you’re hiding from us?” Immediately, our surroundings became still. Everyone’s attention turned to me. I stared straight at Seokjin. He also looked at me. There were hints of exhaustion and embarrassment and even some regret in his eyes. When I tried to press him again, someone grabbed my arm and stopped me. I didn’t turn and look, but I knew who it was. It w.. 2019. 11. 19. Taehyung: 11 August Year 22 After I turned around, I discovered small writing below the X. Someone had scratched the wall and wrote, “It’s not your fault.” It was her. I didn’t see her directly and didn’t know her handwriting, but I knew it was her. It was like our last goodbye. It’s like she was telling me, “I’m not leaving because of you. All the things that happened to you are not because you’re a bad person either. Bec.. 2019. 11. 19. Taehyung: 29 December Year 10 I came inside the living room, taking off my shoes and putting my bag down. Dad was actually home. I didn’t think about how long he had been gone or where he went. I thoughtlessly ran into his arms. I don’t really remember what happened next. I don’t know if the smell of alcohol, the swearing, or my face getting hit came first. I couldn’t comprehend what was happening. I could smell alcohol, and.. 2019. 11. 5. Taehyung: 25 June Year 22 While deliberately slowing my pace, I cocked my head listening for the small sound of footsteps behind me. Today was the third time bumping into her at the convenience store. As always, she ran away from me again today as soon as she saw me. She hung around the empty lot behind the convenience store and hid herself as I came out. She thought she was hidden, but her long shadow stretched out over.. 2019. 11. 5. Previous 1 Next
