HYYH: The Notes/LY: Answer22 Jungkook: 11 April Year 22 I walked on top of the rooftop handrail. I was on an unfinished building that was no longer going to be completed. A darkness filled me up from the end of my foot as I lifted it into the air. Below the handrail, there was a city stretching out so far it made me dizzy. The neon lights, car horns, and dusty air swirled in the darkness. I got dizzy and stumbled. I spread out my arms to catch my bal.. 2019. 11. 20. Jungkook: 28 May Year 19 “Guys, what are your dreams?” My friends all turned and looked at me after I asked. “Oh, because I have to fill out this survey about my future plans,” I said vaguely. Seokjin said he wasn’t sure and then added, “I don’t have anything like dreams. I guess I just wish to be a good person.” He trailed off at the end like he was embarrassed. Yoongi, laying on the piano chair, gave me an answer with.. 2019. 11. 20. Jungkook: 26 July Year 22 The hospital faded away as I started to think back. I could no longer see the bench that I brought the wildflowers to or the window where I used to stare out at the river with her. Reflecting on it, her life in the hospital gave me a space to breathe despite how frustrating it was for her. In the late afternoon, we would sit on the bench talking and the sun set before we knew it. I would tell he.. 2019. 11. 20. Taehyung: 29 March Year 22 The gas station owner spat on the ground as he walked away. I laid on the ground curled up in a ball. I was doing some graffiti on the back wall of the gas station when the owner caught me and hit me, asking what I was doing. I rolled on the ground. Hitting is familiar, but it also wasn’t something that I was completely used to. I started graffiti a little while ago. I tried spraying on the wall.. 2019. 11. 19. Taehyung: 22 May Year 22 “Is that all? Is there anything else you’re hiding from us?” Immediately, our surroundings became still. Everyone’s attention turned to me. I stared straight at Seokjin. He also looked at me. There were hints of exhaustion and embarrassment and even some regret in his eyes. When I tried to press him again, someone grabbed my arm and stopped me. I didn’t turn and look, but I knew who it was. It w.. 2019. 11. 19. Taehyung: 11 August Year 22 After I turned around, I discovered small writing below the X. Someone had scratched the wall and wrote, “It’s not your fault.” It was her. I didn’t see her directly and didn’t know her handwriting, but I knew it was her. It was like our last goodbye. It’s like she was telling me, “I’m not leaving because of you. All the things that happened to you are not because you’re a bad person either. Bec.. 2019. 11. 19. Jimin: 15 May Year 22 When I opened my eyes, Hoseok was standing in front of me. A familiar ceiling and darkness were looking down at me. As I sat up surprised, I saw him put his index finger to his mouth. Everything was quiet, probably because everyone was asleep. Right then, Hoseok handed me a T-shirt. Then he used his chin to point outside of the hospital room. “Everyone came together.” He told me that Namjoon kep.. 2019. 11. 19. Jimin: 16 May Year 22 Hoseok’s home was elevated higher than a lot of the other buildings. It was a rooftop room on a dead end street that you had to walk up a big hill and go through winding alleyways for a while to get to. While entering the single-room residence, Hoseok bragged that the whole area we grew up in was right under our feet and that this was the highest floor in the city. Just as he said, I could see m.. 2019. 11. 19. Jimin: 28 July Year 22 I remained alone in the practice room again today. It was past 12 o’clock and public transport had ended for the day. Actually, I was waiting for it to end. That’s because I can use the practice room totally alone. I only saw my inadequacies when we all practiced together. That made me nervous. I was scared, too. Even so, I wanted to make it somehow. So, I stayed here every night alone. Every da.. 2019. 11. 19. Previous 1 2 3 Next
