Seokjin: 11 April Year 22

With the brakes screeching, the car narrowly stopped in time. I couldn’t see the traffic light change because I was lost in thought. Students wearing a familiar school uniform stared at me through the car window as they crossed the street. Someone even pointed their finger at me. I tried my best to smile as I lowered my head. 

 

I knew exactly what I had to do. That didn’t mean I wasn’t scared, though. Could I really end all of this misfortune and pain in the end? Could my repeated failures mean that I’ll never succeed? Could this mean that I should give up? Could happiness just be a false hope for us? Many thoughts came and left my head. 

 

I arrived at the intersection of the gas station before I knew it, and in the distance I could see Namjoon filling up a car. I took a deep breath and slowly let it out. I remembered Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook’s faces one by one. I changed lanes and entered the gas station. I couldn’t give up. I wouldn’t give up even if there was only a 1% chance of success. I saw Namjoon approaching through the car window.

 

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