Taehyung: 22 May Year 22

The pine forest passed us when I saw him pull back and take a call. Nowadays, it was something that happened a lot. He fell back so far that no one could hear him and made a phone call. I purposely slowed my steps and hid by the sea. He passed by not seeing me. “You know, he’s only one year younger than me. I also don’t really care. It’s not something I can do anything about anyway. You have to understand.” 

 

Something cold went down my spine. It was like the entire world was crashing down around me. It was like I was floating in the deep sea alone. It was terrifying, and I was scared. I was distressed and miserable. I got angry. I was angry, and I couldn’t bear it. I wanted to commit something. I wanted to attack and break something, to become a mess. I was always afraid. My father’s blood flowed through me. I thought about how I didn’t know if I was inherently violent. It was like something was piercing and flowing out of the walls surrounding me.

 

@shootinghearts_

 

 

Notice