Jungkook: 22 May Year 22

I thought my body was floating, but it was the hard ground before I realized it. I didn’t feel anything for a while. My own body was so heavy that I couldn’t even endure it. I couldn’t lift my eyelids. I couldn’t swallow, couldn’t breathe. The world around me disappeared as I began to lose my senses. 

 

My body jolted in convulsion as if surprised by something. Without realizing it, I opened my eyes from some kind of pain and thirst that I couldn’t pinpoint. It felt like my eyes were full of sand. Something shimmered beyond my strained vision. I thought it was a light, but that wasn’t it. It was bright and large, but also faint. It didn’t move and hung in the air. After deciding to stare at it for a while, it’s form gradually became clear. It was the moon. 

 

Throwing my head behind me, the whole world turned inside out. In that world, the moon hung backwards. I went to cough so I could catch my breath, but I didn’t move. And then I felt a chill. I tried to move my mouth, but nothing that made sense came out. The world became dark even though I didn’t close my eyes. Inside of my fading senses, I heard someone speak. 

 

“Supposing that living is more painful than dying, do you still want to live?”

 

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