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HYYH: The Notes93

Jungkook: 11 April Year 22 Eventually it became as I wished. I bumped into the thugs I met on the street and they beat me up to their heart’s content. I laughed while they hit me, causing them to think I was crazy and hit me more. I leaned against the shutters and stared at the nothingness of the jet-black night sky. In the distance, I saw a single blade of grass. It was pushed to the ground by the blowing wind. Just like.. 2019. 11. 5.
Jungkook: 16 July Year 22 I stood by the window with my headphones in and began singing along with the song little by little. It had already been a week, so I could sing along without looking at the lyrics. I took out one of the earbuds, listening to my voice as I practiced. I liked the lyrics because they were pretty. Scratching my head, I thought they were also a bit embarrassing. The July sunlight came through the lar.. 2019. 11. 5.
Taehyung: 22 May Year 22 The pine forest passed us when I saw him pull back and take a call. Nowadays, it was something that happened a lot. He fell back so far that no one could hear him and made a phone call. I purposely slowed my steps and hid by the sea. He passed by not seeing me. “You know, he’s only one year younger than me. I also don’t really care. It’s not something I can do anything about anyway. You have to .. 2019. 11. 5.
Taehyung: 29 December Year 10 I came inside the living room, taking off my shoes and putting my bag down. Dad was actually home. I didn’t think about how long he had been gone or where he went. I thoughtlessly ran into his arms. I don’t really remember what happened next. I don’t know if the smell of alcohol, the swearing, or my face getting hit came first. I couldn’t comprehend what was happening. I could smell alcohol, and.. 2019. 11. 5.
Taehyung: 25 June Year 22 While deliberately slowing my pace, I cocked my head listening for the small sound of footsteps behind me. Today was the third time bumping into her at the convenience store. As always, she ran away from me again today as soon as she saw me. She hung around the empty lot behind the convenience store and hid herself as I came out. She thought she was hidden, but her long shadow stretched out over.. 2019. 11. 5.
Jimin: 28 September Year 20 I stopped counting how many days it had been since I was admitted to the hospital. That was something I only did when I wanted to or had hope that I would leave. Looking at the trees and grass outside the window in addition to the clothes that people were wearing, it didn’t seem like much time had passed. Around a month at best. I even saw people wearing school uniforms sometimes, but that didn’.. 2019. 11. 5.
Jimin: 30 August Year 19 While Hoseok was taking a phone call, I played around and kicked his shadow that was pinned to the ground. He giggled with a proud face. It took us about two hours to get from school to my house. If we rode the bus, it would take less than 30 minutes. It would only take us 20 if we stuck to main roads. Yet Hoseok insisted on turning through the winding alleyways, going over the low hills, and cr.. 2019. 11. 5.
Jimin: 3 July Year 22 Eventually, I sprawled out on the floor. After turning off the music, my surroundings instantly became quiet and I couldn't hear anything except for the sound of my breathing and heart beating. I took out my phone and watched the video of the choreography that I'd learned that day. In the video, Hoseok's movements were smooth and certain as a result of much time, sweat, and practice. Even so, wi.. 2019. 11. 5.
Hoseok: 25 February Year 21 I kept my eyes on the reflection of myself dancing in the mirror. My feet didn’t touch the ground but instead reached upwards. I was free from the whole world’s attention and standards. Other than adjusting my body to the music and exercising my mind, everything else was of little importance. I was about 12 years old the first time I danced. I believe it was at the retreat talent show. Led by my.. 2019. 11. 5.