seokjin14 Seokjin: 1 February Year 22 There was an announcement that we would be landing soon. I still couldn’t see anything but pale clouds outside of the window. I thought back to my time in LA. I liked the sea. Nothing else aside from that came to mind. As the plane seemed to make a large turn, I saw a view of the city. I was made to return to Songju very suddenly. My father told me over the phone, “Come back.” There’s surely a r.. 2020. 3. 7. Seokjin: 3 August Year 22 Suddenly, scenes began moving inside the photo of us at the beach. I thought I heard Hoseok and Jimin laughing, then Jungkook turned around and stared at me. The next moment, I heard the sound of Yoongi’s piano playing. Namjoon and Taehyung ran by the sea smiling. All of those scenes launched out of the photo like movies in the air. Music, laughter, and sunshine poured out. It felt like somethin.. 2020. 3. 7. Seokjin: 11 April Year 22 I once again opened my eyes to sunlight pouring over me. The image of the shipping container in flames and Namjoon’s dead body remained in my vision. I failed again. “What other ways to save Namjoon could be left?” I thought to myself while raising my arm to cover my eyes. I slowly thought back to the situation on September 30th. I didn’t feel anything in particular. I didn’t feel impatient or a.. 2020. 3. 7. Seokjin: 9 August Year 21 I took a picture while I went down the coast. The neighborhood around the sea constantly changed, but the sea was always the same. I got out of my car and walked down to the shore. I sat on the sand and looked through all the photos I had taken with the viewfinder of my camera. The location and time of each photo was different, but they were all the same. The ocean and the sky met at the center... 2019. 11. 27. Seokjin: 30 May Year 22 There was only one hint given to me. Map of the Soul. I don’t know what it is or what to do with it. It’s an unfamiliar phrase that I can’t even make a guess about. Even so, I needed a starting point, and I anticipated that “Map of the Soul” was just that. But it wasn’t. I investigated Map of the Soul through countless loops but came up with nothing. Looking back, this is how it was when I first.. 2019. 11. 27. Seokjin: 4 June Year 22 There’s a painting that draws my eye when I enter my father’s study. It’s a picture of a raft precariously floating on top of the surging waves of the open ocean. People thrown away without anything to eat or drink, without a compass or any hope. The thirst and hunger, hatred and fear, horror and desire pushing them to drink each other’s blood, kill each other, and ultimately kill themselves. Wh.. 2019. 11. 27. Seokjin: 11 April Year 22 I opened my eyes, and it was April 11th again. Sunlight poured through the gap in the open curtains. I sat up and closed my eyes because I felt dizzy. I remembered Taehyung’s figure as the scenery changed into a red afterimage. He was standing on top of the seashore observatory alone. It was May 22nd. It is the past and the future, it already happened and might happen. It was a moment in which I.. 2019. 11. 12. Seokjin: 25 June Year 19 In the abandoned classroom, there was a flower pot taking up space on the window. I didn’t know who brought it. Did any of my friends even seem to be the type to bring a plant? I took out my phone. There was no electricity in the dark classroom, so the leaves looked distinctly green in the dim light coming in through the dirty window. I took a photo with my phone, but it didn’t come out well. Ho.. 2019. 11. 12. Seokjin: 30 August Year 22 She seemed embarrassed when she saw the diary she thought she had lost. Her favorite movie, the places she wanted to go, her favorite flower, and the future she was dreaming of appeared with each turn of the page. Also, some it of was things I had done for her. I couldn’t apologize. The red diary, like a stoplight, lay between us. I wanted to make her happy. I wanted to make her smile. I wanted .. 2019. 11. 12. Previous 1 2 Next
