View All104 Jimin: 19 May Year 22 Eventually, I had to go to the Grass and Flower Arboretum. I had to stop the lie that I didn’t remember what happened there. I had to stop hiding at the hospital and having seizures. I had to go there to do that. With that mindset, I’d found myself at the bus stop for the past few days. But I couldn’t ride the Grass and Flower Arboretum shuttle bus. Today, Yoongi came and sat next to me. Three b.. 2019. 11. 7. Jimin: 4 July Year 22 When I came to my senses, I was washing my arm to the point that my skin was coming off. My hands were shaking, and my breath was unsteady. Blood flowed from my arm. My eyes in the mirror were bloodshot. The events of what happened earlier came back to me piece by piece. I was momentarily distracted. I was doing the other half of the dance with the older girl from the dance club, but the moves g.. 2019. 11. 7. Hoseok: 20 May Year 22 I picked up Taehyung and left the police station. “Thank you for your hard work.” I bowed my head and said it full of strength, but that’s not how I actually felt. Taehyung’s house wasn’t that far from the police station. Would Taehyung be in and out of the police station like this if he lived farther away? Why did his parents have a place so close to the police station? Why was the world so cru.. 2019. 11. 7. Hoseok: 23 July Year 10 I heard laughter that sounded like a hallucination when I counted to four. I saw a flash of me when I was younger holding someone’s hand in the next moment. I quickly turned to see who it was, but there were only classmates looking at me. “Hoseok,” the teacher called my name. It was then that I realized where I was. It was math class. I was in the middle of counting the fruits drawn in the textb.. 2019. 11. 7. Hoseok: 4 July Year 22 I went out into the hallway while she was getting first aid. There were so many people hanging around the hospital hallway even though it was the middle of the night. My hair was dripping wet from the rain and my sweat. I wrung out my hair and dropped her bag on the floor. Miscellaneous things poured out of it. Coins rolled and things like pens and towels scattered. There was a plane e-ticket in.. 2019. 11. 7. Namjoon: 22 May Year 22 “I’m barely one year older than him. No, I never said that. I’m older, right. I know. But he isn’t a kid forever. Is now the right time to take care of this? Alright. I said alright. No, I’m not mad. I’m sorry.” I hung up and looked down at the ground. A tepid sea wind swept through the trees. My chest hurt and felt like it was going to explode. Some ants on the half-sand-half-dirt floor of the .. 2019. 11. 7. Namjoon: 17 December Year 21 The people waiting for the first bus rubbed their hands in the cold wind. I grabbed my bag strap and looked down at the dirt. I tried not to make eye contact with anyone. This was a country town where just two buses stop a day. I saw the first bus in the distance. I got on the bus following behind the other people. I didn’t look back. There was a condition I had to follow when there was somethin.. 2019. 11. 7. Namjoon: 13 July Year 22 I rested my head on the bus window. I commuted every day from the library to the gas station. I saw the same scenery outside the window so much that it sickened me. Will there ever be a day that I break free from this scenery? It started to feel impossible to guess what would happen tomorrow or wish for something to. I looked at the woman with a yellow rubber band in her hair who sat in the fron.. 2019. 11. 7. Yoongi: 19 September Year 16 The fire blazed scarlet red. My house was engulfed in flames until this morning. The people who recognized me ran toward me yelling something. My neighbors walked with short and quick steps. Apparently, they couldn’t secure the entry so the fire truck couldn't come in. I stood still in that spot. The very end of summer. It was the start of fall. The sky was blue, and the air was dry. I didn’t kn.. 2019. 11. 6. Previous 1 ··· 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 Next
